wow, thanks for the link, how uplifting that was . seems more like doom to me. I might as well pull my cheeks together and bury my head from the sounds of the stuff on this website. funny thing is the doctors around here wouldnt even listen in reference to all of this stuff when I had these ideas.
Im a hypochondriac though, by the way, still havent been diagnosed with cancer, im too young i forgot.
Im setting her typing this and wondering why, i cannot commit suicide, would i rahter get out quickly wih probably pain now? or go later on and go through all the pain that is to come and be a drug vegetable ? doped up on morphine, probably nothing else. I have begged and begged to be tested or screened for cancer and not taken seriously, now it has gotten worse, what do i have to look forward to , absolutely nothing. nothing positive anyhow.