Re: another question - i want to do one tonight so please respond if you know...

don't worry about laughing! i am glad you were cause it made me laugh too - something i desperately needed. no rubbery pieces in my poo yesterday or today. i honestly don't know how anyone can tell what's in their stools right after an enema because all that comes out of me is lots of diarrhea and murky waters. and now it's time to get even more graphic and gross....

tonight i examined my bowel movement very closely and found something totally unexplained. it was a small clear chunk - hard like the consistency of a lolly pop. it is tiny about a cm in size all around. maybe a little smaller. it literally looks like a chip off of a lolly pop. it is clear with a little bit of an orange tint to it and actually smells like an orange lolly pop too! i have NOT eaten any candy or anything of that consistency in a LONG time!!! i am totally baffled by what it could be. the only thing i have had with orange flavoring in it is powdered magnesium citrate. is it possible that something could've stayed in my body for that long?? like candy? it just doesn't seem right.

and by the way i don't know about the acv enema either...i felt like total crap today and i don't think it was die off - it was more like i am reverting back to old symptoms. for awhile i seemed to be doing good and then i had a couple of tablespoons of acv in water with stevia after lunch and i got really symptomatic. i thought acv was supposed to be good for us! now i think i am allergic to it too. i don't know. i drank it last night though and i felt just fine....

$#@%$$!!$#@%$$ AAAAGGGGGGHHHH

sorry but today is a BAD day.