I am exhausted
I have been working hard on getting better and also on my PhD.
But today I cried all morning.
I am emotionally exhausted. I wanted to be successful with my
studies but being sick is so hard.
I have had to face also the consequences of a several bad decisions
I made. I dated for a little while someone who broke my heart.
Having candida, a broken heart, a lot of pressure at work and being
alone in a foreing country is something I hope noone else has to face.
The loneliness, the tiredenss and the anxiety have been unberable lately,
and the fear of failure is draining me.
So I hope that anyone in better condition than me can feel optimistic
and keep the battle. I will not give up. I hope none of us do.