In the dark - looking for light - need help

I'm new to this forum and I need help. I'm in the dark and need a way out. I have some very serious stress and pressure (family, money, business, health) and it is causing me to drink heavily. Or maybe it's the other way around. I have been reading some of the posts on this forum and believe that it is what I've been looking for and more important something that I NEED!! I have visited the AA website and I am in need of a sponsor. I have GOT to make this stop. I am scared stiff and feel like I am paralized - cannot function. Rite now, I am alone, my only son is with his mother in another state, I was not able to work today, and I'm trying to shake off the effects of yesterday's bender. I really need to talk to somebody and writing my thoughts on a keyboard is easier for me since I can keep my mind focused. If there are any members who read this in the north Denver metro area, please contact me - I need you. Tweet