Re: feelings!!

hey breyes4u, you should read about batterd wommen. i think you fall into that catigory. what you need to do is realizes why you want that man desperatly. love does not hate, he is manipulating you into love. what you think of is love is not. you need to understand that he is not the one you are looking for. your best bet is to find a batterd women forum and read what you can and get support from other women who have been through it. its really more common than people think. they have ups and down all through there life and come out 20 years later and they are miserable and they realize that they should have gotton out of the relationship right from the begining. dont wait 10 years. in ten years you will hardly remember his name never mind what he looks like. i dont know any forums to guide you to but i know they must be out there. it maybe tough raising 2 kids untill you find someone, but it will be alot better than living with an abusive, manipulating husband. just ask any women who has been through it. thats who you should to talk to. good luck, if you have any questions just ask away. Tweet