Re: the end

Hi,
I'm a man and went through the same thing. I spent 2 years trying to get her back to no good. He has probably been using you and is now done with you. The abuse is a sign that he doesn't really love you and probably never really knew how. It isn't your job to make him happy. It's his ONLY. In trying to do that you only become his slave, just like I was too. Happiness & love are choices. It's something we choose to be. If it's based on a condition, like I will be happy if I have a person who does this, when that condition changes, so will the happiness or love. This is what has happened to you. I know how you feel your world is over. Trust me, it's NOT! I know you can find someone better that you deserve and be happier than you've ever been.
For me it was God. I believed in God before & used this (my seperation/devorse)to deepen my faith. My world was totaly over as it was, but with an end comes a new beginning. When a door closes, a new one opens, just don't keep looking back at the closed one. Look ahead to the one that has been opened in front of you. You may not have a clue how that could possibly happen now, and neither did I then. Just put your faith in God, that he will take care of you, and it will happen, just sit back and watch. I know you deserve better & God knows even better, so put it in his hands to take care of you. It may not come as soon as you'd like, it usually comes in a way you would never have thought of too, but never give up your faith. If you truly do this, you will totaly be amazed. Doors will open you thought never would. I want something better for you, and you do too, but God wants it even more, and can make it happen too. You are sooo precious to him. Always do your best at being a good person, no matter what, let him do things in his own way, and at his own pace, with you doing his will, not yours. I could give you a few examples where God has opened doors and blessed me since then, in ways that NEVER would have happened without him. Just know he's knocking at the door to your heart. All you have to do is invited him in and he will live there with you and never hurt you, never abandon you, and always take care of you in ways better than you can imagine.
Take Care Angel,
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