Re: The long and winded read...mine!
LOL at least we're used to long posts here!
Well folks, firstly, THANK YOU all very much for such great support and information. I'm starting to come to the conclusion (as others did) that I probably shouldn't make this decision on low sleep (I think -that's- my real low). I got dressed to go to the store for oranges and decided (after reading responses) to think it over a glass of lemonade. The decision is that I simply cannot decide right now.
The dual-sided questions are equally strong and important - why did I start and why am I stopping now? If I can't think clearly enough to answer the first one solidly, I surely can't answer the last one.
I have no time for a nap today but will hit the bed early (hopefully) and hopefully wake up with a brighter vision. Perhaps that 'brick wall' IS a part of my detoxing as well.
I'm still at home. I'm drinking as I type. I'm still on the MC.
Soooooo glad for this forum and all your help! Thank you Al Gore for inventing the Internet! (*snicker*)
Will update tonight =)