No! Redirect Your Life
You wrote some very poignant things in your post, and almost answered some of your own questions. "I think I needed a little longer to get these toxic thoughts out of my brain." "I want a new way to handle my problems." "I don't want bulimia to define me."
The first question I have to ask is what solutions have you attempted for your disorder aside from the MC? Even aside from self-help? Have you seen a doctor? A therapist? A specialist? Group therapy and support? Are you on meds? The Master-Cleanse
won't cure bulimia. And I'm certainly no expert on it, but I would think the Master-Cleanse
is not nearly the right aid for you until you have a handle on both the physical and emotional aspects of bulimia. Use the Master-Cleanse
for clearing toxins from your body and as a catalyst to help change eating habits (you have to do your emotional work on top).
Go get help right away -- it's there for you -- you're not alone! Just as you've done here, *ask* for the right direction. I would point you to (online, curezone) the Ask CureZone Community forum or Barefoot, or search (online, general) for an active online bulimia support group. Offline, there are immediate hotlines available and, most likely, urgent help right in your community.
Wishing you all the best. Much health in your journey.