My current symptoms

I was actually tested 3x for Giardia and it came back negative.
Since then most of my symptoms are cutaneous/subcutaneous;
Lesions that start out as itchy papules that turn into ulcers that are very slow to heal and sometimes contain fibers or off white oval larvae containing a black spiral fiber. Usually once this is removed, the healing begins but there is usually a hypo/hyperpigmented scar left behind. These started on the bend of my arms but they are now everywhere, even in my ears.
Spontaneous scratches sometimes with bruises.
Movement on surface of skin/scalp, nostrils ears and eyes, everywhere actually. Usually there will be a black fiber in that location. I have a black oblong bump ont floor of one of my nostrils that I feel is the source of some of the crawling.
I had an oblong rice sized cyst on the back of my right knee (popliteal region) for almost 3 years that suddenly disappeared out of nowhere.
More recently I have been feeling a deep movement in my muscles, mostly calfs but sometimes arm muscles too.
I've been feeling pressure on my inner upper arms (mostly my right) sometimes that hand will become cold and numb. Pressure/dull pain in my carotid arteries mostly on the right side.
Moles that I have had for years have just fallen off after my attempts at treating myself with oral ivermectin and topical borax,salt etc.
My hair is thinning but also strangely its breaking a few inches from the end on the shaft, at the height of the lesions on my upper arms, almost as if something is eating it!
I get intermittent lung pain and sometimes abdominal bloating but it never lasts very long.
I'm exhausted all the time. I struggle to focus and I'm having difficulty maintaining everyday life demands. This is defintely aging my once unusually flawless youthful skin. I know that's the least of my worries but still. I guess I'm a little shallow.
I'm pretty fed up with doctors. I don't even want to get into that right now.
Any insight anyone can offer on this will be greatly appreciated. My brain is spinning from researching so much! This had completely taken over my life. I'm trying to stay strong and positive. I will figure this out! Please don't take this as me having a pity party for myself. I just need some help. I feel very alone in all of this. Tweet