My world seems to be upside down right now. My cousin just took back that little boy from me yesterday. I fed him. I played with him I did everything for him as a mother. I know he is too little to remember me as his mother. I feel angry, drained and so much more right now. She gave him to me a when he was just born because she couldn't raise him. Now that she has married a rich guy she took the baby back from me. I just got cured from cancer last year.Ovarian cancer. I can't have my own children, I got my uterus removed. This is so painful. I just wish it was a legal adoption. I would have screwed her, I swear :'(