Vekky, I have no fear of death per se. I just consider it my duty to protect those I love. It's one thing to have your life taken by an empire that sees your faith as a threat that must be 'neutralised'. It's quite a different matter to give it up cheaply to a bunch of hotheads we created and armed to the teeth, and who imagine they are serving Allah by killing as many of us as possible.
If they had a 'dirty bomb', do you think they would hesitate to use it for more than a microsecond? I would rather die trying to frustrate their plans than die a martyr's death. IS is a lie created largely by your own military-industrial complex, and I won't go silently into the night for the sake of a lie.