Re: Wormy looking things coming out of scalp.
1. Shiny black gnats flying at my head.
2. Became ill, fatigue, aches, dizziness, scalp itching
3. Hair fell out.
4. Follicles are inflamed, crystal clear hairs growing, shiny black hairs growing, empty follicles, white bugs, 4 legs each side, hold on to hairs with claws
5. White or offwhite sesame seed eggs falling from head.
6. Creams. Vaseline turn scalp bumpy and lumpy.
7. White hairs get thick and soft like a worm. Black hairs turn into black streaks down my scalp. Pull the white hairs out with tweezers and are very long, thick gooey. When removed leaves hole indentation in scalp. Doesn't hurt to pluck.
8. Itching continues.
9. Applying peroxide makes the white hairs fly off scalp. The hairs resist any wetness like a labrador dog. Waterproof.
10. Tiny white maggot looking things in eyes. Can see without microscope, they move quickly popping out, going back down.
Hundreds of them.
11. The white things in eyelashes seem to be eating at something. They have their heads pointed down into the follicles like they are feeding.
12. Doctor has confirmed black work in eyeball, moves very fast.
13. Brown wormy things with a defined head can poke up and down out of scalp, move right through my eye as if coming from the back of my eyeball. Can lean out of my eyeball almost as though it has sight.
14. I wear a stocking under my wig. When I take the stocking and run it under hot water the stocking expands like a blown up balloon and definite wormy things can be seen moving about inside the stocking, poking out in attempts to get out of the stocking, swims forward, backwards, dives up then down, and can turn away from the faucet in order to avoid being hit with the hot water coming from the faucet.
15. I am not insane but I do think I am dying.
16. Insane would be a relief, I would not be suffering, so frightened I find it difficult to breathe, so exhausted, yet laying awake night after night, the magnitude of the seriousness of having maggots in my head and eyes the reality I must face each morning when I wake. My psych treating me for depression, which runs in my family if having two parents commit suicide qualifies, treating me for delusional parisitosis, anxiety, insomnia, etc. informs me she has me on enough meds to control delusional parasitosis. She has seen my pictures and believes all this to be a medical issue. The dermatologist who didn't mind having me undress only to tell me he was calling my husband and my psych to discuss having me committed. The G.P. Doctor who treats me for numerous ear infections, scalp infections, sinus infections, throat infections. The Opthalmalogist who treats countless eye infections and tells me he doesn't know how much longer my corneas will "hold up". They are being eaten. He is not able to treat parasites. I take pics, videos, specimens and at the end of each week I write in a journal, listing the top three worst symptoms I struggled with during that seven days, what helped, what relieved, what made no difference at all. It is the only thing I can do that is in my power to control.