I just happened to stumble across this forum and baby you are loved please tell someone and get the help that you need. Your mother will never be upset with you for the pain that has been inflicted on you by this man. He is sick and you need to know that all perpetrators threaten their victims by sayin that a loves on will get hurt. I pray to GOD that by now you arr safe and I pray that the LORD keeps youand protects you! I pray that you never be ashamed for what happend to you because you could not control it! I pray that you use your experience to help others in need! Remember that the LORD never puts more on you then you can bare stay strong and I hope that you are doing better by now! Amen! We all love you, and you will forever be in out prayers❤️