peeling, swollen, puffy, burn feeling, inflamation etc.
Im so worried and scared about this because i know the reason of my disease.
i have the feeling that this dont have any kind of solution and that i gonna live with this the rest of my life.
Time ago playing soccer one guy accidentaly hurt my low lip cutting it in the middle.
My mother, Jesus Christ, put me "spadol and cicatricure" on the cut.
What the hell was she thinking?
In the begining i was insecure, but she convinced me that all gonna be ok,that trust in her.
I was very young.
I ,like an idiot and ignorant ended trust in her
The wound dissapear, but that is when all this nightmare begun.
Unbelievable and tragic at the same time.
now i grew up, 21, and see how stupid was my mother.
Excume people, but i hate her.
Is her fault.
She ruin my life.
And i hate that guy to.
I have part of the fault for trust in her but
I saw teens do lip challenging with all the dangareous that imply, so i not wonder why i proceeded.
Many years suffering because this.
I think in the past.
If that guy never hurt me...
If my mother never put me all that in the lip...
If i never trust her...
But is done. The damage is done.
I cant travel to the past and change all this things.
I always think that they could fix everything.
when u are a kid u think many stupid things.
What a curse.
I dont have a normal life thanks to this and this people.
The pain, the feeling, the anti aesthetic.
I cant handle anymore and need help.
Is unfair pay the garbage of other.
I went to a dermatologist but things only gets worst. I cant trust them anymore.