I feel like my kids are suffering seeing me so sick everyday. I can hardly do anything for them, my young daughter helps .e with my son while my husband is at work. Its too much responsibility for a little girl. My veins are all constricted, Im dizzy I have chest pains...I wake up with trouble breathing. I have flank pain on my right side...idk if it is my kidneys ir not? I'm far from depressed I love my family with all my heart and would do anything for our lives to go back to normal...but its been months of appts after appts. Things keep coming up so wrong and I never had these issues before this whole thing started. I feel like seeing your mom so sick and having to waste your summer helping with a baby, is no life for my children...I feel like I'm a burden to them. I want to be here for rhem, but I can't figure it out.