I want to die. I've been trying protocols, medications, etc. The twitching hasn't stopped, I have little die off. My veins are constricting all through my body. You can see tiny blue veins in my hands. I have paper cuts popping up day after day. I have a small baby who now has papercuts showing up on his hands. I cant get one doctor to listen to me and I'm pretty sure rhis thing is going to kill me. I really am losing all hope. I don't know where to go for help. I know if I take my own life they'll just chalk it up to that and never realize the disease underlying everything. They'll just think I was delusional...but at this point I don't care, I feel like I can't keep living like this.