Re: Without a Clinical Diagnosis..

Hi Flossy...

No doctor will give me a prescript, they ran blood work, a CBC, and said I have no infection. So, they won't give me anti-biotics.

With my history of C-Difficile, I'm deathly afraid of starting anti-biotics. I know, not what you want to hear. It's not how I want it to be, either. I'm at a loss as to what to do. This morning, a day after stopping the Albenza again, (was on it only 4 days again)..I have a horrible burning pain in my head, chest pain, and feel terribly anxious. Not to mention all the other symptoms.

I did get the Doxy in the mail..I'm just afraid..if I get C-difficile again, it could kill me. It almost did the last time. So, I don't know what to do. Part of me wants to just give in, and stop taking everything, enjoy the time I have left with my wife and kids, and face it..I'm going to die from this.

Another part of me says fight!! But then it hits home that the more doses of the Albenza I take, the worse my vision and hearing seem to get. I don't want to go blind. I don't want to go deaf. I'd be useless to everyone in my family even more than I already am because of how crappy I feel.

No doctor will listen. No one hears my cries for help, accept my kids and my wife.

I should stop posting on these forums and wasting everyones time, including yours Flossy. I'm sorry. I'm not trying to piss people off. I know, shit or get off the pot.

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