Hi! I'm sorry to hear about what you've been having to endure. I can't really comment on whether you have strongyloides or not, but on the issue of ivermectin I just want to throw this out there. Now I'm not saying you should do this or am recommending it but just letting you know the option exists: a lot of people have taken the horse ivermectin paste and done ok with that. Supposedly a lot of the vet meds are legit, go through approval process so you know what you are getting. Can be purchased thru amazon etc. If you do take the ivermectin I'd suggest starting with super tiny doses. ICU has some posts on this site talking about the vet meds and dosing.