I feel exactly the same way most of the time. Sometimes I just F this shit!! I'm tired of scrubbing my body raw just to sit next to people and they look at me like I'm the most unclean person in the world. I have smelt odors on people that would make you pass out, yet no one even bats an eye. but don't let me come sit down. All of a sudden everyone looks like they want to murder me. I'm just sick of. I'm sick of it all!!!