I know you are suffering right now and probably need something that works faster, but I have suggested this for many people that I know that suffer with bi-polar.
I have no ties to this company, I just know they have had some great success, plus they do have people who will help to walk you through the process and keep up with you to see if you need any extra assistance.
If you get a chance search for the history behind how this product got started. It will touch your heart and encourage your journey to seek wellness.
Most of all don't forget prayer. Asking God for guidance into what you need to do to find healing.