We went to the food court to eat at the mall, but my friend felt bad because he had to eat alone since I was fasting. I came home to binge anyway and overloaded my stomach in the vegan restaurant with my family at night. Felt really bad from overeating and just wanted to sit on the floor of the bathroom, but I forgot all about it when I started talking to grown up people. Lord give me the strength to continue. Heal me in your name. As you can see, thinking about the future only helped with two or three meals. Lord despite my sins, which please be forgiven, I remain faithful to you. I am nothing but a weak, helpless little girl. Make this girl the queen. Help me learn from my mistakes. Especially on Christmas, this holy day. I sacrifice my purity, being forever single and only loyal to you. I would like to sacrifice desire to eat next, if only you will accept this offering. Please add me in your goodness list, and guide me to virtue and righteousness. Lord, I expect my prayer answered one hundred percent and do not take no for an answer, because I am one hundred percent faithful to you. Happy birthday. My gift to you is my pledge of virginity and pledge of abstinence from food. Hope you like your gift. I remain your faithful and humble servant, Amen.