Re: How to have motivation to fast and not be beaten down by cravings?

My brother said the baby in the dream represents me and I was supposed to let the baby fast. I just watched Man of the Year comedy that was a reward for getting 200 points in my to-do list system, although I call my list the enjoyables list because I tell myself I am going to enjoy what I do. I get from the comedy that comedians are smart and quick-witted and that corruption exists and you have to be smart about bringing things up to authority. I used to want to argue about the right way to do things but now I realize that's not the easiest way to do things or the safest and smartest. Then I watched a lecture on Perception of Time and one hit from it is that people who have self-control are future-oriented. Like the Stanford Marshmallow Experiment, where the kids who demonstrated self-control focus on reward in the future vs other kids. These futuristic kids also did better on their SATs years later and were moressuccessful in life. So the secret to my fasting is to focus on the future. I did a little exercise looking in to the future and the word and sensation of straight came to me. Now I get why heterosexuals are called straight, not that I have anything against GLBT. These couple of days I stopped writing in my planner about what I did and suddenly had low energy and could not initiate things or get out of bed. But this late afternoon I went back to my enjoyables list and suddenly high energy again. Did all four of the passion4profession workouts. Hardest is the chest workout, feel the most burn with the abs workout, easiest is the legs workout. Butt one not that hard either but I did feel some burns with one exercise. Tomorrow going to the mall with a friend. Yay so excited. He is so smart, loving, and has high EQ. I believe he is already married and at least fifty. When I mention it's a he I don't want you to get any ideas because I am taking an official vow right now to remain single the rest of my life. You can say that my husband is God. Well he is supposed to be my father but also grandpa because Jesus is also my father, so that makes things complicated. Going to do something with my tablet now. I don't know what but something. Tweet