It came to me through curiosity when i delved into my own thinking leading to freakish coincidences with pin point accuracy, then through being battered down and then through feeling and study of christianity with faith from the earlier coincidences, do you ever feel an extremely relaxed feeling when around certain people that holds you and washes over you like a cool breeze although a couple of times more like a bucket of cold water making me shiver, thats what the spirit feels like to me.