Sorry to hear about all that man. I hope you can find the strength to go through with it. My advice to you would be to go through with it while you still have the money to. Down the road you might really want to but not have enough money. I know the feeling in terms of the indecision though. I've pretty much felt apathetic towards everything for the past few years. Lipshitz, I guess I'll try the coconut oil out first and go from there if it doesn't work well enough.