"i certainly am not engaging in any kind of "cult" activity."
sounds like your ass-uming things to me.
"i am not a respecter of persons."
what makes u even bring this up?(rhetorical)
"this really feels like a precursor to something."
yea, my pendulum doesnt really move anymore, started shortly before xmas. think it was just a push towards developing feeling based abilities to communicate with spirit (Inner Vision as Tom Brown calls it) yet still, i think somethings up too, to put it simply. yet people, mostly crazies, have been thinking that for decades too..