Man I know how you feel. I was in the same situation when I used to go to college. I hated my roommate because he was so inconsiderate and would always blast music or leave the tv on all night. Not only did I have to deal with a a**ho** of a roommate I also had to deal with everybody else on campus. I had no friends, so I was an easy target for people to say mean things to. Having no emotional support only made it worse for me to cope with the stress. Those types of memories made me sincerely hate people, and also discouraged me from going back to that school. When you have no one to talk to or understand you, it feels like you are fighting the whole world by yourself