lady, you need to do some serious self reflection. you need to delve deep because you are obviously oblivious to the anger inside you. from what i can tell, you are well-intentioned, but so unbelievable contentious that it alters your perspective. your relentless attack on onehumanexperience (wow, talk about an accurate pun) is unfounded. you're obsessing about her 'demon' verbage, but get over it already! i too, refer to my worms as "beasts" when I pray to the Universe to help me get rid of these "damn beasts" that are ruining my life! that doesn't make me insane and it doesn't make her insane either. i find her very credible and intelligent and her strategy well thought out. it's inspiring me quite frankly. i've been feeling so hopeless and defeated that seeing someone else who has symptoms as bad as mine, who is fighting the good fight, makes me want to change my attitude and fight too. you on the other hand, come across very judgmental and very angry. if you can't see that, you really need to because judgement and anger have no place in a support forum.