Hi there, my younger sister had external hemorrhoids and I can empathize with you how you feel as my sister confided in me how agonizing and discomforting she felt back then. She chanced upon the below site through a facebook link and shared with me this page link that is filled with alot of beneficial information relating to hemorrhoids and the various proven remedies it listed.
Personally I do not have any hemorrhoids now and I hope not.
Hope this helps people who are suffering from hemorrhoids.