BTW believe me, I KNOW my reserves are depleted, my tests results are very worrying in minerals and vitamins. The situation its bad. I see my situation as a reflect of the struggling of the world to awaken and cure from the "reptilian" Trap System. A lot of things are against me and lately I feel like giving up. It would be so nice to just lie down and die, leave this body which me and others abused until the collapse and travel to the higher astral and beyond... but I feel like I need to "complete" this area in order to move on. A videogame theme, which are recurrent in my autistic mind. God knows im one vessel of suffering and mortification, will this ever end? I must be very nutritious for the evil rulers hor hor.