Get help: Edited

RegretStuff, I just saw your post and I haven't read all of the responses, but I'm going to make a suggestion that you consider getting some help for yourself before you do this, again - and, it is inevitable that you will, and I'll tell you why.

You stated that you had p 0 r n on your cell phone and this is an indication that you may have a very unhealthy understanding of sex, love, and sexuality.  Only in the past 15 years has p 0 r n o g r a p h y become easily accessible for individuals to entertain this in their own homes, at work, or on a city bus.  Hard-core p 0 r n o g r a p h i c imagery used to be available ONLY by traveling to unsavory places in the dead of night and parking around the back.  Today, every manner of deviance is available at the click of a mouse or the tap of a finger on a cell phone at any time, and in any place.  p 0 r n o g r a p h y has become an "acceptable" reflection of human sexuality, and it is not even remotely an expression of healthy interaction.  I'll hazard a guess that you've been viewing p 0 r n for many years?  p 0 r n is an industry, not a reflection of healthy consentual sex.

That you knew what you did to that child was "wrong" only goes further to suggest that you need to get involved in some serious counseling and address your core-issues before you do something "wrong" to more children.  Regardless of how you may feel about your actions, you committed a sexua| crime against an innocent child and your words support the strong likelihood that you'll do this, again, because you are stating over, and over, that you aren't the type of person who would do this when you clearly are by your own admissions.  If you engage in some strong counseling, you will NOT be judged or arrested, but you may find answers and healing from whatever gave you the impression that you are allowed to molest a child, even though you knew that it was "wrong."  I am not being judgemental, here - simply factual.

If you choose to wallow in your "regret," it's not going to do you any service except to compel you to molest more children.  This is also a fact and not a judgement.  Get help for yourself and break your addictions before you end up in prison.  And, I will simply say that child molestors do not fare well in prison environments. 

I wish you the best of luck and sincerely hope that, if your post is true, you will be one in a million that does something before you harm another child.  Here are some sites that may help you:

http://www.wral.com/news/local/story/138638/

http://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/child-molester-rehabilitation-therapy-0615126

EDIT ADD:  The previous responses that you "did nothing wrong" are wholly, completely, and utterly erroneous.   You performed oral sex on a child and that simple act will paint this child's view of herself, her self-worth, her sexuality, and her self-esteem for the rest of her life.  Sex is not defined by penis + vagina.  People experience sexua| gratification without vaginal intercourse ALL of the time.  So, please, don't fool yourself into believing that what you did wasn't "sex."  And, the fact that you are laying a veiled "blame" on this child because you simply resonded to her request for your sexua| attention is a huge "Red Flag."  Get some help.