u are the only reason i registered! im going thru the exact same thing! drs think im going crazy. im only 27 and they put me on all thes e anti depesartnts. depresants sorry.... i dont kno what ot do. thought it was toxoplasmosis but now im thniking something else. please tell me if u find anything that will help me! step byy step u and i have gone thru the same stages too! omg