Marie, no worries about getting so angry. Let it out, it does no good to hold it in. I know what you mean as well. This all started 2 1/2 years ago when my primary care physician just told me I was depressed and gave me an anti-depressant that sent me to the E.R. wanting to kill myself. I had never been anxious or depressed before. I only took one pill and have never been the same. He never ever said anything about thyroid and for a women reaching her 40's and having two small children it probably should have been the first thing to check. I know what it is like to be angry at the professionals. I am alone raising two small kids to boot and they are always asking me when mommy is going to be better. And I can only reply hopefully someday. It makes them sad, and it breaks my heart the years that I have lost not being able to be the mommy they deserve. Anyways, thanks for the information. I have to ask, when did you remove your fillings? Was it shortly after you got sick or was it sometime down the road when you were feeling a bit better. Also how did you and your husband go about getting them removed? Biological dentist or regular? Did you do them one at a time, or all at once? I think I may have already asked you these questions and if I have I am sorry for making you repeat it.