I'm sorry to hear that. My life also feels empty. I have two personal friends, but I've never had a boyfriend and with the way things are going, I don't know if children will be in the cards for me either if this odor problem persists. I'm still quite young (24), but as the years keep on climbing, I see no real resolution in sight. I wish you the best and I hope God watches over your beautiful daughters. I hope one day we can all cure this illness and live happy, fulfilling lives.