I wan't to help! It has destroyed my life too! Let me know how I can help in making Bayer accountable for our hell. Not only are we sick but also have to battle with doctors into asking for help only to have them think we are crazy and needing anti-depressants, I'm still mad at my OBGYN when she told me that the hormone didn't leave the system & that I should leave it until my husband had his vasectomy. This is the excuse I told her for the reason I wanted it removed. I knew in my gut that if I went in telling her all my symptoms she wasn't going to believe me. I was right!