Hang in there honey many of us have had long crashes, and I know you probably pray and pray and would give anything to stop the suffering because I know I have countless times. Just know you are in your early stages of removal and it takes us alot of time to slowly get better. I had hoped I would feel better after removal but it got way worse and I'm noticing small gradual improvements and have to look at that as a positive sign. Try to find past posts from women who are feeling better as that always helps my outlook for the future. I'm sorry you're going through this but you're not alone and you will get better :) sending you hugs and prayers!