I'm sorry to hear about all of your health issues. It makes me sad for you, but I know there is hope for you in the stripes of Jesus. Yes, I know we are not to judge why the sick are sick even though the stripes of Jesus are given freely. He has His reasons. He has His timing. He is at work within us and how can another know what He is doing in someone else's life?
I was also happy to hear that you were also pleasantly surprised at how well your fast went. :) I didn't know that you did a 30 day water fast. You've got me beat. I've never come close to that.
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I can't wait for this corruptible body to be replaced with the incorruptible body. Oh, I can't wait! But I must wait I guess. :)
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Yes, I'm in the same boat. Here are some songs to sooth me in the meantime.