well I hope you do get a job cause it is hard out here to find a job with this condition, they have no clue what we go through so off the back they think were just dirty people and thats not the case, I have to go to work soon and one of my patients told me that the people that usually come through her door look like they need to get back in the shower lol she told me she like how nice and clean I come into work, so when she said that it felt good but at the same time im like Lord I hope this lady don't smell me lol, anyway I try to keep my apperance up and hopefully people would look at me as just the same as them but just have some type of problem, it's hard living this way and times I have you feel like you wanna go crazy cause it's insane, but I guess we have to try and I know it's hard just yesturday I just felt like giving up and calling it quits cause it's sad to live like this. So hopefully we all get help soon.