I really have to say that your post very much reminds me of the way that I felt at one time. Have you been underweight for the majority of your life? I know from your posts that you don't agree with my theories on acid/alkaline, fine, doesn't really make a difference. Getting stuck in "cleanse" mode is not a good place to be, and I know it feels like there is no way out, but I highly recommend adding some normal foods back into your diet (yes you will feel sicker at first) and getting a good amount of physical activity. Your body needs to be as strong as possible in order to get rid of the candida and you can't accomplish this on ultra-restricted diets.