hhhhhhmmm...You are right in saying I am dissatisfied with my conclusion of life, or as I like to think of it as a logical deduction, and, maybe I should direct my focus elsewhere; however, I would have to disagee with almost everything else. I do not wish to get into an argument because it never does any good, my post was merely a pathetic cry for help - thought it might be cheaper than a psychologist. I would however appreciate any thoughts from other athiests or nihilistic people on how they veiw such things as life. Perhaps I'll just have to fork out the cash...Although I doubt it will help...