Re: Some test results from neurology

Hi,
I am back. Still having anxiety everyday 8 and a half months post. This is hell. I really felt like giving up 2 weeks ago and almost did. It has only gotten worse since then. I don't know what to do anymore. Now I feel like my husband does not want to be with me anymore. He told me yesterday that our life used to be so perfect and we were so in love, what happened? It breaks my heart to here him say that. We never used to fight or argue, now things are so different. i have to fake that everything is ok but it's not. I feel like I lost myself. Now, my mother has grown very ill and I can't stop worring about her to the point that it's making me sicker! I am no longer a good wife, I don't know who I am anymore. It's so hard to cook, clean, grocery shop and even work at my job. I feel lost. I can not believe this is still so bad after so long. People say it does get better... when I wonder?!? I read all these other posts that say at this point the anxiety is much better by now and it only comes back around period time. Well, not for me, it's all day everyday! I NEVER had anything like this before. I am giving up, really. I put a time line on this now, if I am not better by my birthday in February I just can't go on like this anymore. My family has a history of mental illness, however I never had a problem, ever! Now, I am afraid Mirena trigged it in me forever. Anyways, Merry Christmas, I hope you all have a better holiday then me. Take care I am sorry for the depressing post I just don't know where to turn. I wish everyone a quick recovery, except for me I guess.
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