Today I started fasting again. I'm soon going to sleep, I've been out with a friend the whole day and she kept eating and drinking the whole time but I still didn't give up! Actually, I didn't even feel hungry. Sometimes it's more of a battle with my own mind than with my body.. because I feel fine without food.
I've fasted before, for a week at a time and then I stopped because I was scared to go on. I didn't have any friends who supported me and I didn't even know it was healthy! anyway, now I've done a lot of reading and hopefully with some support from you, I will complete a 40 day water fast.
My brother also supports me, which means so much to me.. but my mom, well.. I don't really want to tell her. I don't want to tell anybody except my brother because I feel like he's the only one who understands.. eventually, I'll tell her but not now.. but she cooks all the time! so how can I keep it a secret from her?