Published: 13 years ago
Okay so I came here to complain and vent and just spill it all out lol
I had such a HORRIBLE day yesterday. I was in the shower..I started feeling extremely dizzy and panicky, my heart my racing and my ears felt so hot. I quickly got out and barely made it to my room. I fell on my bed and layed there for a good 15 minutes until my heart stopped racing and I calmed down. I could barely get up, and when I finally did I felt sick and just no strength to even get dressed! To make matters worse, my family was waiting for me because they were all packed and ready to go. I didn't want to tell my mom what had happened to me because she would've just wanted to shove food down my throat. I got ready finally and we all left. We got to the hotel and nausea took over. It was SO embarassing because I was trying to check in my room and I couldn't even talk to the front desk lady..I kept feeling like I was going to vomit and that extra saliva in my mouth (I had to spit) ugh it was just awful. I came up to the room, my family went downstairs to eat at the restaurant and I stayed by myself in the room :( lol THAT was hard. They came back up with all that leftover food omg it smelled awesome lol
I had trouble falling asleep, I wasn't comfortable, I guess because I can't sleep too well unless it's in my own bed. Woke up early, got dressed and went to the pool. I'm usually very very excited to go to the pool but this time I just wasn't feelin it. Stayed in for about hmmm an hour and then I told them I'm going back up to the room. It's BEAUTIFUL weather outside, I can't enjoy it..I feel weird. They are about to go to the beach now and I just can't, so here I am in the room all alone :( venting on this forum haha
I feel so weak and just .. I wanna have fun! This isn't fair!!!!!