You are right about that!
Before one month, I have broken the silence and told my sister what happened. She doesn't have any kind of memories of our father abusing her. It doesn't happened to her, but she was raped by some other man when she was 13, so SHE WAS THE FIRST PERSON to whom I could tell about my issue. She gave me that hand, and now I am so strong!
I am the strongest in my house!
I would like to talk with a therapist but here is just hard to find. After one month, I think that I am so calm and optimistic, but talk about is always therapeutic.
Thanks for your message!