Yes, I had the feeling that was going on. Unfortunately it seems like the issues that bug me the most are the ones lowest in priority in the doctrine.
The thing is... I get immense relief in my symptoms and pain if I run things like the retroviruses and other scripts on my own. I dont feel toxic or tired after running them, at all. I feel much more energized, actually. So I dont think its toxicity blocking anything. Unless there are toxins that dont make you feel tired?