Hello curezone friends, my name is Heather. I am 24 years old and about 5'1.5''... I have weighed everywhere from 88lbs to 142lbs. I recently have been weighing 114-116 but before that I had gone down to 108-110. I go up and down all of the time and have a very hard time maintaining a weight.
I have been struggling with an eating disorder for about 10 years now. Of course, I have come a long way, learned a lot, grown a lot, and healed a lot. But, the emotional eating and other issues still plague me to this day. It all has to do with grounding I believe. Grounding and calmness are very challenging things for me to experience. I am a worrier and tend to over analyze everything in my life and expect the worse. I am currently working with the Law of Attraction in my life. I am working to heal myself and my entire life.
I was raised in a family where my brother and I were not given the proper "spiritual nutrition" for self-love, self-worth, and strong self-esteem. My parents made fun of my emotions. I didnt feel that I had a lot of control because they drank a lot as well and there was not a real stability to our lives.
My favorite times were playing outside in nature and being active, and they still are my favorite times.
Today, I am beginning a 10 day liquid fast in hopes of releasing any weight I've gained. I am going to buy a dress and a bra that I've been wanting at the end of the 10 days as my reward. Ideally I am very small boned and short and hope to weigh 105-110lbs. I think this is a good weight for me. I am currently probably about 117 or 116 today. I think it should be very easy to drop the weight in ten days.
Wish me the best of luck. ! :)