Re: Lost and Lonely, I need understanding friends to talk to

I know how you feel I'm going throught the same thing and it definitly is hard to deal with everyday knowing wherever I am there are going to be some negative reactions to my bo. My bo smells like urine it is so bad it is intolerable to some people, some people spit, cough and cover thier nose around me. The other day my dad's friend came over and I could tell he was uncomfortable around me because of my bo and I so wanted to go to my room but at the same time I did not want to look rude and I had some anxiety becuase of it. I just hate living like this. To top things off it has also had a negative effect on me and my boyfriend's relationship at night when we go to sleep he seems like he can't tolerate my bo and I catch him covering his nose with his blanket. Imagine how I feel my own boyfriend can't stand my bo it hurts so much emotionally but I try to be strong and believe one day I will smell good or at least tolerable. Some of my own relatives and my own boyfriend can't stand me because of my bo and have made fun of my situation like they can't believe I smell so bad. I also stay home alot and barely leave the house for fear of humiliation. IT is so hard to live like this but I count my blessings everyday to keep going. I am currently trying chorophyll and lemons. Feel free to leave me you email if you would like to become friends. I am also looking for friends going through the same thing cause I believe emotional support helps alot and can also helps us share ideas of what might help us. I will pray for you. I have also been to a couple doctors and they all tell me the same thing it is all in my head and I know that is far from the truth cause of the reactions I have to deal with all the time. Anyhow you take care and maybe we will talk again. Tweet