Well I know it's "working" in the sense of dislodging energy connected to trauma and the emotions that go along with them but I guess i meant "not working" in a sense that it's just to intense for me. The points that I tap start throbbing like crazy after just one round. It feels like a dam breaks and a flood of energy starts flowing, but only too much, too soon and too fast, like the vessels arent large enough to handle it, so it starts throbbing and I even feel light headed like I'm going to faint or I feel very drowsy like I'm going to fall asleep. I thought the effects were going to be more subtle and I definitely didnt realize that they'd be so physical. It's just too much for me. Too intense. Too much stuff starts surfacing. I can barely finish one round before another traumatic emotion surfaces. It's like a Domino effect and I find myself sitting there trying to keep up and losing miserably because tapping releases more emotions one after another.
I don't have anyone that I could tap with. I'm extremely private and even my bestfriends don't know about my past pain and trauma. I would not be comfortable revealing it.