Re: Want to End it All

To my brother in Christ,

I wanted to say than you for your encouraging word's you posted recently. I myself am a Christian, the fecal odor is what lead me to the Lord.  When I gave my life to the Lord I thought I would be healed of this stronghold but I was not.  I have since struggled with this going on eighteen years. I too feel that I cannot be an effective witness for the Lord as it rob's me of my joy. How can I tell people about the joy of the Lord when I walk around sad all the time hence my user name. My pastor reminded me yesterday that I have to keep my eyes on him.  It is very difficult to do when you think you smell like feces all the time. Anyway, I hope that we can get to know each other, pray for each other and come together in a corporate fast if that is OK with you. I'm no theologian but the word says that what we bind on earth will be bound in heaven and what we loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.  I have been corresponding back and forth with our sister in Christ (tired of stinking) and realized we need to keep her in prayer. I think this is a mixture of the physical and spiritual and believe we must come against it in Jesus name for all our sakes. I hope to hear from you soon and God Bless.

In His love,

Sadclown