Hell Zoe,
Thank you for your response. I have looked around curezone and checked out those places you mentioned already.
I am unable to see where Blueduck has posted anything since 3 yrs ago was her last posts and they were heartbreaking it sounded like she was in a domestic violent situation.
As for Lapis his posts also go back 3 yrs since posting.
I noticed alot of others I used to really like are not around either I guess they too found their healing and moved on.
Anyway, Just wanted to thank you for responding... Blessings, Raider