Re: Nose Nightmare!
Like yourself i am 19yrs, and since the age of about 14 have had a paranoia about my nose, i empathise with you. i think you were very brave to go through with plastic surgery, the fact that it didnt have long lasting effects must have been very frustrating. i am paranoid about the bridge of my nose, it has a bump on it, and i am cannot help turning my head whenever i pass someone so they cant see my side profile.
i have talked to many people about the subject, and they have all said the same thing, that im just being stupid. at first i thought they were just saying it, then i thought again. you dont need to look perfect, peoples imperfections are what make them stand out, give them character and definition. i will be learning to love my nose, even though i dislike it, maybe you should do the same thing. im sure there are many things, like your eyes you body that are beautiful, things that you simply havent noticed. life your life for you, dont be outshadowed by vanity, paranoia and self-doubt, but whatever you do, good luck.